Being in solitude
“It’s no good trying to get rid of your own aloneness. You’ve got to stick to it all your life. Only at times, at times, the gap will be filled in. At times! But you have to wait for the times. Accept...
View ArticleIt all leads back to Source
I’m not back properly as yet but I’d like to attempt a post. Firstly I’d like to thank people who commented on my previous post and sent good wishes – each one really meant a lot. I love writing my...
View ArticleLove is me
I had a beautiful dream last night that touched me deeply. It may have stemmed from a chakra meditation I did prior to falling asleep. In this dream I was talking to a friend of mine who has a tendency...
View ArticleSomething to ponder
Early this morning I was woken up by drilling outside. I removed the gerbils cage from my son’s bedroom and tried to get some more sleep in his bed, taking advantage of the empty room. I briefly...
View ArticleThe Waiting Game
© Chrisharvey | Dreamstime Stock Photos Earlier today I went on a date with a guy I contacted on an internet dating site a few weeks before I went on holiday late June. We have been swapping the odd...
View ArticleConfronting a deeply held belief
Lying in bed last night, just prior to going to sleep, I prayed long and hard to the Divine, Source, The Universe, whatever I was most inclined to call it (at that point I wasn’t sure). My prayer...
View ArticleDating and illness
Today I feel very sad. I had a really sweet text from my date basically saying that he really likes me and in answer to my question he would love to meet up with me again as he felt there was a lot of...
View ArticleLiving my truth
Yesterday was the first experience of a second ‘date’ in quite some time. Having met someone from an internet dating site last Monday after a period of texting, we got on very well and after some...
View ArticlePathway to freedom
Earlier this week I bought myself a mobility scooter. I did have one a while back but it was so heavy that I couldn’t get it out of the shed, never mind the garden, so I never used it and eventually...
View ArticleMy son, my joy and the Trafalgar pigeons
Not long after writing the previous post ‘My Pigeon Friends’ my son arrived here for the night having been dropped back by his father who told me they had spent the day in London. Specifically, they...
View ArticleOur first trip together in years!!!
Yesterday I took my son out of the house – alone – courtesy of my new mobility scooter, for the first time in many years. I have taken him places within that time but always in taxis or a disabled bus...
View ArticleThe Magic of Synchronicity
When I feel happy and grateful I notice an increasing amount of signs and synchronicities. They also appear during times of sadness, yet gratitude is the doorway that allows me to tap more firmly into...
View ArticleContemplating happiness
Near the end of a lovely evening with my date-turned-friend which consisted of a beautiful film, worchester sauce flavoured popcorn and bottles of J20, he turned to me and asked ‘Are you happy with...
View ArticleNightly workings of my subconscious
Normally my chaotic dreams are the consequence of a chaotic mind, but last night certainly wasn’t the case. Yesterday was such a peaceful day spent in my sunny back garden listening to classical music....
View ArticleAppreciating the role of pain
I’ve spent a lot of the last few days with severe stomach pain in the form of neurological spasms that spring up whenever there is a downturn in my general condition. After stupidly hauling my new...
View ArticleRe-claiming joy and freedom in my life
In this last month I have realised that my life is changing – for the better. And I am grateful for that. After several years of being so physically limited I now have a scooter which has opened up...
View ArticleSoaring with love
http://www.bbc.oc.uk In addition to my post on my new-found freedom, I may be reaching new heights – quite literally. My mother is going abroad next year and asked if I could risk joining her. She...
View ArticleThe value of anti-depressants
I’ve noticed that antidepressants have quite a bad name among the general population. This can be for good reason. There are numerous side effects, some potentially worse than the depression or anxiety...
View ArticleAntidepressants and immunity issues
Oh dear…it frequently happens that I feel really good about something and then I come back down to earth with a bang and a bump. Some of you may have read my very recent post about the antidepressants...
View ArticleStaying calm
“By staying calm, you increase your resistance against any kind of storms.” ― Mehmet Murat ildan This evening has been really challenging with my son, even with an hour’s help from a carer. It is very...
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